People Always Leave

Why is it that people always have to leave? Even the most trusted friends, the ones you think can never leave, and that they'll always stay till the end, even they leave. Maybe they get sick and tired of what you are, maybe they never liked you in the first place, maybe you are just a time pass for them. Whatever the reason, it hurts a lot when some one leaves, forever. You know they are never going to come back. It's very rare that some one does come back and when they do things are never the same. They can be brought to a normal level but you will never be as close to them as you were before.

Sometimes it hurts so bad when people leave. They don't even give you any valid reason for leaving. They just say something totally chiuldish like we don't get along together. But what the hell? Everyone can get along if they tried to. No one has the same kind of personalities. While others leave you because they think you are too depressing, too childish or too whateverish. If you become some one's friend, you have to accept them the way they are. There are only SOME very rare people in this world for whom a person is willing to change. It's not everyone they are willing to change for.

People whom you have known for a long time, when they suddenly decide to leave you, or if they have been turned against you, it hurts a lot. It hurts so much sometimes that you stop having the will to live. You just want to end it all and die. You try to take pills, you try to kill yourself but then you realise you have other people to live for too. But you still feel the searing pain in your heart. You just can't ignore it. You lose interest in everything. You even forget the people and the things that you do have. At that moment you forget eveything except the fact that your close friend has left you all alone to deal with life. They have refused to let you cry on their shoulder, they have refused to listen to you, they have refused to calm you down when you need some one to tell you that everything is okay, they have refused to share your joys and sorrows. They have refused to talk to you. They've just ended the friendship as if it had been just a mere contract which had an expiry date... and that's when you realise what you really meant to them. That is when you realise that you were never close enough for them to trust you. They never meant to trust you. You were just meant to be a time pass. And when you realise that, believe me it's the worst feeling ever.

There is no exception to this rule... People will always leave. Every one does always leave in the end. No exception. It's just that sometimes they come back. Although it's rare, it does happen. But you can never ever expect that people won't leave. There is not a person in this whole world who has never been left alone. Not a single person. Friends, family, relatives, colleagues, enemies, everyone leaves. Even you might have left some one but you just don't want to realise it. It always happens. Just another rule of life..