Friday, April 12, 2013

Trapped inside my own body

Have you ever felt trapped? Like someone's pushing you down and not letting you be free? Like a caged bird or a prisoner? Trapped in your own house, trapped in your routine, trapped in who everybody else wants you to be. You're trapped by your studies, and what your parents expect you to become academically. You're trapped by beliefs and morals imposed on you. You are also trapped by what people want you to be. 
I believe the worst thing ever is to feel trapped in your own body. To feel like you don't deserve to live the life you're living and do the things you're doing. When you feel you're destined to do something else, to be someone else. And that feeling, is possibly the worst feeling there ever could be. When you feel like you don't belong. Not in this college. Not in this home, or in this family, maybe not even in this world. That's possibly the worst thought ever. To not belong.

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